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Oct. 27th, 2005 04:51 pmJust when I thought things were finally getting better, the universe fucked me up the goddamn ass. Not only can I now not make it to either night of hogwarts at hamilton, something i've looked forward to since I came to college, but I'm not going to have a halloween (seeing as I had to reschedule two fucking tests for monday on top of my scuba diving final), I have to pay a cab 25 fucking bucks to get to the train, my cell phone is probably broken from when I dropped running around and that'll cost a fucking fortune, i got locked out of my dorm for a half a god damn hour, and oh, yea, I have a FUCKING COLD!
The only way I could salvage anything is to get a ride back to college on saturday at 1:00, except I can't ask my parents because they have bigger problems, and I don't have my car because fucking hamilton doesn't let freshman have a GODDAMN CAR!
What makes this all so perfect is that it would be so easy to avoid this. My parents told me I didn't have to go if i didn't want to, but I know they want me to. My mom even asked me to give the eulogy. I need to do this, it's my grandfathers funeral and the right thing to do. SO WHY AM I BEING FUCKING PUNISHED FOR IT! Lesson learned, never look forward to anything, it'll just get fucking ruined, the only good things that happen to me are spontaneous, any plans get ruined.
The only way I could salvage anything is to get a ride back to college on saturday at 1:00, except I can't ask my parents because they have bigger problems, and I don't have my car because fucking hamilton doesn't let freshman have a GODDAMN CAR!
What makes this all so perfect is that it would be so easy to avoid this. My parents told me I didn't have to go if i didn't want to, but I know they want me to. My mom even asked me to give the eulogy. I need to do this, it's my grandfathers funeral and the right thing to do. SO WHY AM I BEING FUCKING PUNISHED FOR IT! Lesson learned, never look forward to anything, it'll just get fucking ruined, the only good things that happen to me are spontaneous, any plans get ruined.
